WannabBig!’s Blog.

I’m writing this on Sunday, my last shot was on Thursday of this week.

The last shot went very well, no pain and no inflammation, looks like I avoided abscesses for this cycle

My weight gained has slowed down considerably, mainly because I dropped my calories a little (fat gain was becoming prevalent) but I’m still gaining 1lb every 2 weeks, which is fine considering the massive amount I’ve gained on this cycle.

I just thought about my weight and size today, I’m heavier than I was two years ago (after my insane bulk of insaneness) but leaner and much more muscular. The comments keep coming thick and fast about how good I look but I’m convinced a few guys think I’m on ’something’…ah well.

The M-drol is nasty as always However the side-effects have lowered considerably (or maybe I’m just tolerating them now), fewer headaches (TONS of water throughout the day), less back pumps (eating lots of bananas pre and post workout and plenty of water). I’m at the end of my 3rd week at 30mg/day and whilst I’m happy to come off it, I might just go for another week to really keep the strength up.

In terms of strength gains, they keep coming but I can’t always increase the weight now (reaching max weights), a extra rep here and there is good enough though so long as progress is consistent, I’m happy.

Plans are now to keep lifting hard with my current program for another week until I finish the M-drol, then change my program to a lower volume one to let my body recover a little. From what I’ve read, you sleep like a baby whilst on cortisol inhibitors, can’t wait! (M-drol is SHIT for sleep).

I think if I gain another kilo or so in the next 6-8 weeks and maintain most of the weight I’ve gained I’ll be happy Whilst the abs are very faded in the grand scheme of things I’d rather put all my effort into getting big within the next year or so and then worry about cutting down to a super-lean level again. I’ll probably do a little re-comping at the end of my next cycle (next year) but no major cuts for now until I’m happy with my body size.

Just got back from the gym…it was INSANE (in a good way).

Weights went flying up for all my exercises, I felt like shit all the way through my workout but i had a HUGE coffee before going so I felt like I was on ECA all over again.

I forgot to mention another nasty side effect…NO appetite Pushing down 5000 calories when you’re not even partially hungry is like torture. Considering I was ravenous when just on Test this is a really unpleasant side effect. M-drol would be awesome for cutting in this respect but feeling like shit all day long is not nice even if it does blunt your appetite.

I guess I’m keeping the M-drol in my regime for now. It’s really harsh and I probably won’t ever use it again after this run but for all this torture there’s got to be so nice gains coming (considering it’s WAY more anabolic that testosterone).

I also think my libido reduction might be from the combination of arimidex and M-drol (both suppress oestrogen), the lack of sleep doesn’t help but this might be contributing.

I honestly can’t imagine people running this shit without some sort of exogenous testosterone coming in, it just seems ludicrous to me. I guess all the vets were right, oral only cycles are probably a HUGE disappointment, full of side effects and next to no gains that you can hold onto.

I’m definitely sticking with the M-drol for now but it’ll be pinning for me from here on out, for all the side effects I’m getting from this stuff I might as well have thrown in some Tren to the mix!

M-drol is horrible…

I’ve honestly been virtually ’side-effect free’ all cycle whilst using testosterone, clean gains, insane libido, great sleep, elevated mood and no crazy side effects!

This is now day 5 of M-drol and I want to die Headaches, back cramps, insomnia, lethargy, no libido (although I think that’s from the lack of sleep) and really painful joints.

I’m tempted to drop the M-drol, nothing is worth all these crazy side effects. I’ve seen some mad strength increases from using it but nothing that the test didn’t give me and at least I enjoyed training whilst only on test!

I took 10mg this morning so I’ll see how my workout goes, if I become some sort of inhuman lifting machine I might be tempted to lower the dose back to 10mg/day and stay on but I doubt it.

I’ve got so much on right now with my thesis that I can’t afford not to be sleeping and feeling like shit 24/7.

Looks like I don’t respond well to oral steroids, kind of convenient isn’t it?