Valleygirl’s BodyBlog

I’m of course referring to myself. I really felt like I had died off. No motivation, no want-to, just nothing. I haven’t been on bodyspace in a long time. Now that I am back on I am totally motivated and encouraged! Thank you to everyone who inspires me. Most of you don’t even know it, but you do!

So, I’m back for good. No more loss of motivation or making excuses, I am here and won’t leave myself again.

So, I know I’ve been MIA for awhile, but I’m back now. Not that I really went anywhere in the first place….I’ve just been fighting my head lately. I haven’t been cheating with meals, but I have a serious non-motivation to go to the gym. I don’t know why…I love how I feel after, but just to get around to changing clothes to driving over there and wondering how busy its going to be…I just sometimes would rather not deal. I’m in total limbo right now. I’ve lost weight and I feel better and fit into clothes better now, so why not go right? I don’t know either!! Thats the problem. I just sometimes wish it was like when I played sports, you had to go to practice and once there the coach told you what to do…there was no questioning or debating w/ your mind, you just did it….

I know I am ranting and raving and I am crossing my fingers that this is just a phase and I will snap out of it. I do have all the intention in the world of going to the gym tomorrow before work, so at least I am already planning on it. Hopefully the more I go to the gym and workout and do cardio (recently found out how hard HIIT is!) the easier and more effortless it will become to get into the gym.

Keep your fingers and toes crossed for me!