Refocused
Okay, So I am on here today and I’m looking thru body blogs and bodyspaces, trying to get motivated. Trying to get back to the place I was 3 months ago. I had awesome drive, my motivation level was so high. But I have had trouble getting back to that point. Laziness, sluggishness(is that a word??), procrastination have all been my friend as of late. And I know the bottom line is…..IT"S MY OWN FAULT!! I joined this site to hopefully keep that motivation and I haven’t been on here to even get my daily serviing. I would get on and put my workouts on the tracker and track my progress. But even that has gone to the sh!TTer!! (excuse my french)!! But I am starting to get really angry with myself and really discouraged. It should be a cinch since I live with a bodybuilder. And If I could just rub his arm and get a tiny bit of his determination. I wouldn’t be having this conversation with myself. But alas, I cannot do that. It’s about me and what I need to do. I wish it were so easy, but it’s not. I was looking at a particulate bodyspace page and this lady’s body is awesome…. It looks as thought she has no body fat at all, but I’m sure she does, I’m not expert. But to get halfway to where she is… would be a real accomplishment for me. I don’t want to be 125lbs, I just want to lose some weight and tone myself up. I’ve started the process, I just need add on and continue the fight.
November 15, 2008 at 4:12 pm
You can get back up on that wagon. I’ve fallen off it a few times, myself, but I got back on. Sometimes, habits have to be exchanged, not just avoided. Try to change one bad habit to a good one, per week. I did that, and I’m finally at a place in my fitness plan where I look forward to going to the gym. Not even as something I ‘have’ to do. But it wasn’t always like that. (I’d be fine once exercising, but getting my butt off the couch to do it was the hardest part for me…)
Good luck. Keep us informed!
xx
November 16, 2008 at 6:36 pm
T girl this is the story of my life and I guess that is why once you hit your goals it is sexiest ish on the planet..lol I do remember it about 5 yrs ago..sorry back to you you can do it my dear I am just getting back to being focused again. Time constraints and depression has been a biatch but I’ma get back right. Keep in touch since we are both disabled in the motivation and consistence department! LOL