And so it starts………………….. or ends?
Here we go again…. it’s been about a month and I have slacked off like crazy!!!!!!!!!! My workouts have been non-existent and I have not had the motivation to get up and do something. I’ve fallen into the same rut of old. But I can say atleast this time, I’ve actually seen some change. And I went alot longer. So maybe the tide is turning. But now my schedule is about to be crazy. I don’t know when I’ll be able to go to the gym. But I’m starting out on the right foot. I am going to start back going in the morning. I actually like working out in the morning because there is less traffic in the gym and I can run the track or do whatever machine I want. It’s just getting up!!! I used to do it all the time, but once I stopped that was it. As I type this blog I am asking myself…what is different now? I am different. I’ve been trying not to go crazy with the eating since I have no way to combat it(gym). So I’m slightly being a good girl.
I have to get back to that place where I was when I joined this site. I have to stop talking about it and do it. But the question is how? What is my motivation? I love the compliments I’ve gotten since the inches have come off. So maybe I’ll focus on that….. focus on the positive side of things. Me and hubby haven’t been on the best of terms the last couple of days and that is wearing on me too. Hopefully we can work things out and I can get my mind right!
