Oh so that’s how it feels…
We are off from school/work for the next 5 days which means I didn’t have a time frame to get my workout done in! It felt so freeing to just do my workout and not think about being late getting everything else done! I did another day of high reps 15-20 and my biceps are on FIRE. They are shaking as I write this which is a good feeling LOL. Today was back and bi’s and they got a great workout. This is the last week for my body part split and then I’m switching to a front/back split which I did over the summer and loved and got results. I’m doing Jillian Michaels for 2 days and a heavy day in the middle. I’m looking forward to the change and hope it’s something that will jump start my body and get over this plateau. I have gained 5 pounds this year and I still have a month to go 
I have the turkey trot run tommorow and then will be going to my mom’s for lunch. I am making my own vegetarian dish and a Cappaucino Angel Food Cake…YUM. It’s much easier to eat at my mom’s. They are open about my anorexia and are more accepting of my lifestyle now. They would rather see my eating and bringing what I will eat rather than not eating anything. I’m usually the first one my mom consults about menu planning for Holidays. This brings me to my biggest pet peeve about holidays…it seems to always be about FOOD and I HATE that. I enjoy being together and I’m not all that into eating LOL. I LOVE catching up with my nieces/nephew and the rest of my family. My dad has been my biggest supporter and he follows me around talking to me…I think it’s funny and sweet. He was my savior through my anorexia and I think he saw how my life was with stress and such and doesn’t want to see it that way again…my dad, my hero 
I’m the baby of the family!
Today my MIL is having Thanksgiving but I’m staying home. I’m going to STUDY, REST, HHHMMM what other excuse can I use. My MIL doesn’t bother me at all BUT my SIL does and I don’t want/need that kind of stress. She isn’t at all supportive of my lifestyle and always has to make rude comments. She was the first one to point the anorexia finger so you would think she would keep her mouth shut (She is a Pediatrician). I have started standing up for myself but that creates tension. The last few times we’ve all been together I’ve wanted to go home and throw up so it’s better I skip it. I’m sure the whole vegetarian thing will send her on high. I plan to go over after the meal to see my nieces and nephew and whatever other family shows up. In my defense I have a race tommorow so I want good wholesome foods in my system and not anything that will disrupt it.
Off to do some emails and then relax and finish watching the Biggest Loser that I DVR’ed last night
