Back in a routine!!
Ok so school started back!!! Woohoo!! I am so excited, I have a 4 yr old in pre k, 1st grader, and 7th grader! They of course are going all different directions and between all of them, involved in 7 activities and sports! I love it, I love staying busy! So I have started my cardio again, I am running/jogging at 5 am and then my day continues till 10 pm. I need to plan some work outs b/c that is what I need is some tone. I was hoping to go to the olympia this year to check it out and see all the different products and stuff but not sure if it will work out or not. We are going to vegas in early Nov as well so not sure I can pull it off that close together… but who knows.
Have to admit kinda bummed about the whole woulda, coulda, shoulda been me stuff with Marzia and the sucess of Deanna ( I would be lying to you and myself if I acted like it didn’t bother me) but I am truly happy for her. She looks amazing and will be awesome inspiration for alot of people… hell even me!!!! For some reason the timing just wasn’t there for me, I guess God has a dfferent plan for me, or it just wasn’t my time. I’d like to think I am pretty hot.. (not trying to be conceited butI think I clean up really well! LOL) … and can totally have a kick ass body, that I’m not even worried about, I just have to do it…..thats the hard part… (I need a goal…sponsor??? any takers? LOL ). I have said it before, it is a huge difference to have a workout partner, someone to meet and that is counting on you. (at least to get back started and get the buzz going you know) so I know if is in my future to be a spokesmodel for some company it will happen. I have a very addictive personality and I just gotta get hooked again, I really do love the difference I felt being fit ( once I get past that first 2 weeks I am gone.) I still have to say I am proud of my past with working out b/c I got up at 5 am when it was freezing and cold, had very little sleep and still went out and hit the pavement. I just had a crash when everything fell apart and a rough time recovering from it but I will and I am. I am a fighter and have always been and have been down on my luck before and always came up, so when its meant to be it will happen, but like I said schools back in, the hustle and bustle is back and I have a weeks worth of cardio under my belt. I work best under pressure, so if I have a deadline to meet aka looking good for a particular reason, I will meet it. So don’t give up on me you will see more of me!
Tonya 
