Tonyastransform’s BodyBlog

OK I have to admit, it is hard for me to work out by myself and push my own self.  I hate to admit that but its true.  So these past few weeks I have not worked out as hard or as often as I should and my cardio…. well it comes in spurts.  BUT…… I am still doing this, I just may not be moving as fast as I would like on my own.  So I have changed my gyms and will be moving to a new gym where I have some friends that work out there and I will be doing some classes and such.  I am also looking into getting certified as a personal trainer, I think being educated on how to train and all the details of the muscleS will help me tremendously.  But none the less, I am still maintaining my weight (just not my tone as much as I should) I fluctuate at about 134-136.  It is officially bikini season, I will be at the lake this weekend and I think that will help motivate me as well.  I am not as tone as I would like to be but it is what I make it and I have to learn to work hard and give 100% by myself and for myself.  That is my battle and I WILL FIGHT IT!!!!! LOL

Wow!  What a crazy past few weeks!!!  Unfortunately you will not see the final videos of my transformation.  I am on my own and trucking through.  I have had a lot of eye openers this past few weeks.  One being that I am so blessed to have 3 beautiful healthy children!  I had a friend in my hometown that was in a horrible car wreck and it killed his 6 year old daughter and he is on life support.  It’s just awful.  So I look at my own life and my children ( I too have a 6 year old) and really thank God I have been blessed.   So I don ‘t really have much to say except I am working away, I will post some pics up before memorial day and show my progress.  I am still thinking about doing something completely out of my box which would be a competition and am working on working up enough nerve and confidence.  I have the "just do it" attitude but seriously….I have to be able to be on stage without just collapsing, which just typing this gives me a small panic attack!!! LOL  Summer is almost here I can’t wait to be at the lake and pool with my toned body!!!!!!