Disgruntled
So I acknowledge I will never have a body that "I" like…Looking at pictures on here I like the bodies of tall lean women like 5′6 and taller with big boobs and long legs… I’m 5′2 flat chested with short stockey legs and I will never look like them. Soo idk I’m having a whole lot of self hate and unhappiness now about myself… idk where to go from here or what to do. I know I will never achieve what I "want" so what else? Not only that but I don’t really feel like I have lost the near 50lbs that I have. I feel just as fat as I was at 172lbs now that I’m 125lbs. I still can feel my long gone double chin and stomach roll. I mean idk… I just still hate myself and am still as uncomfortable w/ my body as ever.
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December 19, 2008 at 3:03 pm
I lost 25lbs and when I look in the mirror? I still see the size 12 me.
December 19, 2008 at 3:04 pm
You have done an awesome job! Just keep at it you can achieve what ever you want as long as you don’t quit!