TexasTorch’s BodyBlog

I know typically the lower body needs LOTS of toning after kids, so I finally get around to taking that dreaded shot of the rear view…whoa.  Clearly I need to check that side more often!  Ouch that needs lots of work, and I am pretty sure I am gonna have to delete that shot…  Squats ’til I puke!  then some more.

ok, I am feeling better about things in general.  Kind of got nailed by most of my family when I saw them and it got me down.  It’s not easy to constantly be told to pack on 20 pounds so I would look better!! 

ok, so now my family thinks I am anorexic or bulemic. What’s the deal?????? I lift heavy (as heavy as my knee and wrist can manage) and I am increasing how much I can do…so I know I am getting stronger.  Is it just that hard to pack muscle onto a tall frame?  I am gonna seriously have to re-evaluate my diet and change things up…Not gonna quit…I want to compete someday…just have to stay positive.

For cryin out loud…will my arms ever get any bigger, or show more def?  I guess the same could be said for the rest of me!  Someone commented on one of my pics "nice but do you lift weights."  Got me thinking if I am just kickin my own ass for nothing but being skinny…