Work in Progress

My lats are probably the most under developed muscles in my body and it’s bothersome to me. Each time I train them, I never feel like I am targeting them properly. All this is very frustrating, worse is that my left side is visibly smaller than my right and noticeably weaker, this makes me unable to perform certain exercises at a heavy enough weight to train my right side effectively, and when I do feel like I have, there is barely any soreness in the lagging left side, which I take to mean that it wasnt trained effectively.

Bah! I know this means that I will have to train my left side by itself so it could catch up, and the whole left side of my body generally, but I feel like I can barely train enough just to get bigger, I don’t want to waste time trying to make my left side catch up, why can’t it just get with the program and catch up by itself?!

Sculpting your body into what you want it to be can be really annoying at times indeed especially where symmetry is concerned. And the ironic thing is that I have a really good eye for symmetry.

Does anyone out there feel the same as me?

I am tired and annoyed at people who go to the gym, people who work out, and people who other people say supposedly have good bodies, {and the people who say it - most don’t know any better} , WHO  only work out their chests and their biceps, sometimes their abs an triceps and walk around severely out of proportion and unbalanced on two skinny legs that can barely support their bodyweight thinking that they are so hot. I mean i don’t have big legs, I’m busting my tail to try to get some though but most people just can’t be bothered. How can you be ‘bodybuilding’ without building a strong foundation - your legs and back - who builds a house from the roof down or decides to put in only a roof and windows? It’s just retarded-  retarded!!!!

Post work out meal tonight = bread & butter & peanut butter & two boiled eggs w/ mauby drink - tasted really good!

Once upon a time there was a mesomorphic little boy who was fascinated with super heros and as he grew older his fascination didnt, but he never new why. He was always scribbling little muscular figures in his school books and one day dreamt of being muscular himself. Fast forward a few years a few experiments alot of inconsistency and more recently the completion of a Gym and Fitness instructor course and here we are today. A new beginning.. where I am going to be consistent and train hard, and make constant progress. NO more slacking. Stay tuned.