Getting some strength back and attitude
I am picking up anergy and lifting a bit heavier now. Actually did 2 sets of 10 at 225 on the squat rack. Real good form, all the way level. It felt great.
The meds were killing me. First there was the screw up with ativan (my fault) which was like not taking anything. So we upped the dose and returned to xanax - a wonderful drug with a sleepy side effect. Then the shrink said I needed to tell the doc to increase my dose of lexapro because i was still too depressed. Well, lexapro helps benzos work better, the the xanax was kicking my ass and had my pinned to the couch.
Went in to the doc the other day for a 4 week progress report. I told him it ws kicking my ass. He didn’t like what he had to do - i can tell, I am a master salesman. He decided to try an older drug, it works - and he left the word hanging, he wanted to say, "but…"
if it is older than xanax and ativan, then why do we have the latter ones. easy, it must clearly have a bad side effect. what could that be? I’ll bet it is the most addictive benzo. that’s why he doesn’t like it. but, no sleepy. I am doing pushups like a mad man. getting stuff done. etc.
I guess we can deal with the addiction when it happens.
that’s the update from Detroit
Post by: TDetroit