Sunkissed687121’s BodyBlog

Growing up i always had a lack of selfesteam i was always told i was fat……then when i developed an eating disorder i was told i was to skinny but still thought i was fat. Now i can look in the mirror, and be totally happy with what i see. And i want to help others do the same you are beautiful or handsome the way god made you!

Growing up i always had a lack of selfesteam i was always told i was fat……then when i developed an eating disorder i was told i was to skinny but still thought i was fat. Now i can look in the mirror, and be totally happy with what i see. And i want to help others do the same you are beautiful or handsome the way god made you!

Growing up i always had a lack of selfesteam i was always told i was fat……then when i developed an eating disorder i was told i was to skinny but still thought i was fat. Now i can look in the mirror, and be totally happy with what i see. And i want to help others do the same you are beautiful or handsome the way god made you!

Have you ever looked in a magazine, and saw this really atractive person that caught your eye? and i am not talking about fitness magazines i am talking about the everyday magazine. Have you ever looked at your favorite actor or actress and just was lost for words? you personally wanted to look like that, for guys it is easy they want to be muscular, ripped, and good looking, but for a woman they want to be skinny, thin, and well now in my eyes Sick. This is from a girl that went from eating healthy to a girl that didn’t eat at all. in high school i was always talking about how bad it was for young girls to be so belittling on their apperance. but then i became one, i was starving myself, making myself sick, and was taking tons of weightloss pills. when i started to eat again i put on some weight and that made me more angry, but then i realized that my body was making up for what i had done to it for the past year. Now that i am eating 6 times aday, working out with a great fitness program, and have a great support group. i realize that it isnt all about being skin and bones, its about taking care of yourself. who wants a weak person with no energy and who always get sick? sure its hard breaking out of that routin but do it for you, and the people you love. god made you for who you are and skin and bones well i dont think he had that in mind, because if he did we would all look malnurished and sickly.