I think iv lost it
Thursday, April 16th, 2009ARGGHHH very frusterated with myself, the last 3 weeks iv gone from extreme to ill go tomarow and from eating right to, i dont have any grocerys and a taco wont hurt me as long as its just today. Im starting to get back into old habbits, Drinking a Monster Energy drink, spending more time playing games than doing my martial arts. im getting depressed with myself, ill make it half way through the day motivated and ready to go and then somewhere ill mess up and then end up not going to the gym. I dont want to lose my motivation but it seems to hapen after work everyday now.






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