This Is What I Wanted To Look Like Two Years Ago
Thursday, October 29th, 2009Lifting is something that I always suspected that I would enjoy but for a myriad of reasons I never made a real attempt to do it. I let fear hold me back for so long. Fear of the unknown, fear of failure, fear of what I assumed would be a hostile environment, etc. One of the best thing I’ve learned in the last two years is nothing feels greater to look one of your fears in the eye and not only facing it, but squashing it.
I remember watching an episode of Battlestar Galactica (frakking LOVE that show) where Apollo (Jamie Bamber) gets interviewed by a reporter when he had just exited the showers and was only wearing a towel. I remember that watching that seriously pissed me off. I was mad because that is exactly what I wanted to look like but I never made a real attempt to try and do it. I was mad because I thought I might have missed my chance to get into the shape that I wanted. I was 35 and everyone I knew who is that age was woefully out of shape. Who the hell starts training at that age? Now I know that it’s lots of people but I didn’t realize that then. There comes a point when you realize that you can continue to wallow in doubt and unhappiness or you can start doing something about it. I didn’t know if I could make the changes I wanted but I said "Screw it" and decided to try my damnedest anyway. I am so happy that I did.
Jamie Bamber on the left. My progress on the right.

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