Unwritten
‘Staring at the blank page before you
open up the dirty windows
let the sun illuminate the words that you cannot by
reaching for something in the distance
so close you can almost taste it
release your inhibitions…..
Feel the Rain on your skin!
No one else can feel it for you
only you can let it in
no one else, no one else can read the words on your lips
Drench yourself in words unspoken
live your life with arms wide open
today is where your book begins
the rest is still unwritten.’ *Natasha Bedingfield*
WOW if I could write words like this I would definatly BE a rockstar! lol
I love this song! I love how ‘in the moment’ it is! How in the now and in the today it is!!
The past is just that…its history…its past…its done and cant be relived. The future is unwritten!! It is our dreams and our hopes and desires that drive what the future will bring and be!
But it is in the TODAY…in the NOW that the future even gets written!! Yesssss i’m being all philisophical…I should have warned all my beautiful hard core workout friends that the summer and the sun always brings on this incredible ’sun energy philosophy’ that I cant really explain! But this has been my experience for the past 3 summer…laying in my hammock with incredibly inspiring words at my finger tips!!
This summer has been a little different, the rain clouds have gotten in the way a bit (sigh) and life has brought some metaphorical rain with it too.
I’m busy packing my house and trying to get all the details in place to move before the summer is over! Workouts at the gym have given way to rollerblading and running. (HAPPENS EVERY SUMMER! no worries..i call it my ‘off season and go with the sun! lol)
I’m not used to feeling SO up in the air about my future…and i’m working hard on breathing, relaxing and praying for everything to come together soon. It feels like im in some sort of ‘numb limbo’ right now. What I know for sure is that I WILL NOT do another year in this lonely teeny tiny town. So if I dont make it to Texas by fall, i’m heading back to British Columbia until the paperwork comes threw to move the kids! (this is what i’m waiting on…damn ex husbands from hell! I will try not to get started…but this man tried to kill us when my son was 3 weeks old…has had the kids VERY rarely over the past 12 years and when he did was VERY abusive with my son leading to police reports! He is a freak! And yet I still have to have written permission from either him or a judge in his place saying I can move the children across the border….so please pray my friends…I want to be near my family sooooon. I miss them like crazy!)
SO my friends…BE IN THE NOW!! Dream of tomorrow, and do what you need to today to make that dream come true!!
In the Eye of the Storm!
June 22, 2008 at 5:04 pm
I love her song "pocket full of sunshine".
Different workouts for the summer…awesome, just roll with it….get it….roll with it….rollerblade….
Yeah, I’m having a moment. Lol
June 22, 2008 at 5:26 pm
It is all going to work out for you Stormi. Expectation is everything. Visualize the judge and your ex signing those papers today! Get ready for Texas hon.
June 22, 2008 at 10:52 pm
Agreed with Maddi!
Hope in spite of this you had a good weekend!
June 23, 2008 at 9:54 am
I definitely love this season, too, and all the sun activities outside of the gym that serves as cardio and such!! That’s frightening to hear about the ex, and I’m truly relieved that you and your family are no longer directly involved with him… I will meditate and send positive thoughts that he will sign those papers so that you and your kiddies can have more wonderful adventures!
June 23, 2008 at 1:45 pm
hopefully it will be "a judge in his place" and the past and records will speak for themselves… HUG!!
June 24, 2008 at 12:03 pm
The past is a map of the future if you read it correctly, It will lead you down a better path if understood fully! Don’t deny or kill the past but embrace it, even the errors in your way and the road you took! Continue on to a better road, only looking back to see whats ahead!
It made sense in my mind! LOL!
June 24, 2008 at 4:56 pm
You are in the eye of the storm. I hope and pray things work out for you. Divorce can be inevitable due to partners growing apart, I know. Divorce is painful, but doesn’t have to be ugly, mean or abusive. Continue to think positive and keep your head up. Life is full of wonderful surprises and as you said the future is unwritten. We are source beings and have the power to choose our destiny. It’s not always easy, but that’s what makes it even sweeter when we accomplish our goals. I’m sure you will get to where you want to be in time.
July 1, 2008 at 12:36 pm
You know where I stand. You’ll make it to Texas with your family, don’t worry hon. Sending good energy your way.