pensive…
I’m sitting at my desk putting my meal plan together for tomorrow as always, and I have already figured out what my new year’s resolution will be. 8% body fat. I think with the dedication I have I can achieve this goal by the end of 2009. Maybe…And then I can start competing, eventually.
I worked biceps and chest harder than ever today. Legs yesterday harder than ever. I feel stronger nowadays, and I have seen a lot of improvement in one short month of weight training combined with cardio.
Sometimes I feel so overwhelmed just wondering why I didn’t do this before…I wonder why other people don’t bother to take care of themselves this way either. (Well, a big chunk of the population)
I wonder why my mother doesnt understand this lifestyle and the amazing-ness of it, and why she criticizes it when I am just trying to be the best I can be. I know a few others are in this situation as well, whether it be with friends, co-workers, family, etc.
I remember when my best guy friend and I met 9 years ago, and he asked me to play basketball with him. We were both chubby and dorky haha. Who would’ve thought he would be a bodybuilder today and that eventually I would be following in similar footsteps.
I can’t wait to see my body continue to change and progress. I’m sure if you’re reading this you’re probably nodding your head and thinking, "I know, I know"…
Random blog I guess, just needed to type.






December 1, 2008 at 7:51 pm
You have your whole life ahead of you…glad to see you are seizing it and taking care of yourself!
February 6, 2009 at 4:58 pm
That’s a pretty low bodyfat to get to. That’s like competition bodyfat. I hope you can do it, it won’t be easy getting that low esp. for a woman. Good luck.