Hurts so good.
Ah it hurts. I worked out the chest and back yesterday, and I’m feeling it now. My lats and my pecs are SORE. I’ll make sure I get protein and glutamine . .. give them time to rest and grow.
What else what else??? Well I must admit I goofed a little. I mean it’s not THAT bad, but I’d be better off if I hadn’t done it. I ate some godiva chocolates. That’s a few hundred calories of fat and sugar that I didn’t need. If I hadn’t had the chocolates, then I could have had healthy protein instead. Oh well. I’ve had chocolates like, what, twice, in the last, 4 months? Anyway, I don’t like doing that. .. . I believe in trying to eat right ALL THE TIME, every time. You are what you eat. I don’t believe in scheduled cheat meals or cheat days. I hate that idea actually. I know it’s popular with many people, but I don’t like it. It’s okay to cheat every now and then. . . . but to schedule it??? What if the cheat day comes and I don’t WANT to cheat??? Should I? Heck no. So I cheat sometimes .. . but it’s less often than once a week. It may be twice a week or once a month. . .. blah blah blah
What else? I’m dying to get back into school. I mean what the heck? I don’t like pissing away all this time when I could be accomplishing something. I’m taking summer classes from now on. There’s NO reason to sit around for 3 months while my brain rots. I could be making progress toward my degree instead of sitting here on my *ss in neutral WAITING for something to happen. Good grief. SOME people may like to go out and party, but this is almost torture for me. I’m in purgatory. I NEED to be making progress! Weird. I wasn’t like this before .. . I guess this is the new me. The old me didn’t mind sitting around .. . doing nothing. The new me is freaking out. I NEED to accomplish things. I NEED to make progress. IN EVERYTHING. Mind and body .. .
Alright .. rambling again. .time to go.
