Fear Made Me Stoopid
I was thinking back to when I was just a babe in the woods at the gym and how nervous I was about making my way through the equipment.
I was so afraid of looking like an idiot, struggling with trying to figure out how the equipment works and not getting in someone’s way in the process. How stoopid.
And then I get my first routine from Janthony and he wanted me to use the leg press and hack squat machine. But when I saw them, I got scared.
I thought of myself loading the weights and then getting on the leg press and getting squashed underneath it because of the inability to push the weight back up. I pictured myself with my knees up around my ears like a damned frog, helpless to get myself out.
Same with the hack squat machine. I was nervous to use that too because of the same scenario….being bent up, trapped, not being able to get out. And WORSE, someone having to come and save me.
I told Janthony that I skipped those two. He asked why. I dreaded that question, but anwered, "Because I was afraid of being crushed." His answer: "WHAT?"
I know, I was stoopid.
It was then suggested that I try out the equipment without the weight to get a feel for it. OHHHH, why didn’t I think of that? Because fear made me stoopid.
But fear made me smart as well….after I was stoopid.
I attached a bar to one of the cable machines and removed the plate pin thigamajigger to adjust the weight. When I removed the pin, the bar fell on my head….just missing my skull cap…my ponytail getting the brunt of it…..and the gym was crowded.
UGH, I didn’t look around as I lifted the bar from my neck and replaced it with a lighter one. I wasn’t hurt, but my ego had a contusion the size of Texas.
After I read the label indicating that failure to follow their instructions could result in serious injury or even DEATH, I found out that a lighter bar has to be used. So now I know which bars to attach. I got smart
Now I’ve been going to the gym on nearly a daily basis and feel at home there with my comfort level being sky high. I could care less what people think or how long I’m lingering at a piece of equipment studying the directions. I don’t want to DIE, MAN.
Breakfast: 1 whole egg, 4 egg whites (21g prot)
oatmeal (5g prot)
coffee w/ skim
Snack: greek yogurt (15g prot)
Lunch: Chicken (40g prot)
"mac and cheese" (whole wheat mac w/ cottage cheese) (15g prot)
Snack: protein shake w/ skim (32g prot)
Snack: protein shake w/ skim (32g prot)
Dinner: salmon (40g prot)
asparagus






February 25, 2009 at 6:09 am
I still remember the first time I worked up the nerve to go in the Big Boy area. I’d gotten my bf done and asked for a demo of the Smith and Leg press the day before.
Inwardly I was shaking outwardly I appeared calm. Its amazing how our mind can shake us to the coar sometimes.
February 25, 2009 at 7:30 am
And now look at your results because of it. Gettin comfortable paid off, and continues to pay off.
And I had a bar fall on my head too once. Same deal. Never thought the bar would weigh more than the plate and BAM! But it made me laugh so it helped.
February 25, 2009 at 7:41 am
Nowadays, the gym is one of my favorite places to be. Love pushing the iron around, sweating like there’s no tomorrow on cardio & knowing I’m doing myself some good. Even when the workout isn’t stellar, for me, it still rocks.
February 25, 2009 at 9:47 am
Hey, everyone has had that bar (from the cable machine) bonk them on the head. It’s just part of the business. Shit, I still have it happen from time to time. The trick is to help the weight stack with one hand, while you adjust the pin
The thing about the leg press really got me
February 25, 2009 at 9:52 am
OK, it’s good to know it’s not just me.
February 25, 2009 at 11:23 am
Nah, you are speical alright, but not in this case
February 25, 2009 at 11:42 am
:D
February 25, 2009 at 7:19 pm
Great post Shannon! And keep feeding your kids healthy foods, trust me some day they will appreciate you for it!!
February 25, 2009 at 7:22 pm
I don’t see where she talks about feeding her kids healthy foods on this blog, am I missing something?
February 25, 2009 at 8:19 pm
I could have written every word of this. Thank goodness I had my trainer to teach me how to use everything. And keep me from getting crushed. LOL