ShadowBlaze’s BodyBlog

Well I’ve hit a bump in the road… the motivation is just not there. I rather be sleeping right now, but I’m forcing myself to get up and hit the gym.

Later All

This will the first semester of university I will be taking off so I’m excited. I will be working full time hopefully, and have more time to work on my transformation. I’ve just started rapidcuts this week, and I’m hope it will give me that edge to revealing my six pack for summer. Next thing on the agenda is to get my diet on track, and pick a new training plan for the coming months. I have four months so I better make the most of it.

Later all,

Jacques

Shortly after the holiday break I started the 12 week video transformation and I’m feeling pretty good about it. I figure everyone needs to get back to the basics every once and awhile. The one thing I might change is instead of taking the week off I’m going to restart the week there. I just don’t feel I’m hitting my muscles enough, so hopefully this will fix it. I’ve posted new "starter" pictures to help track my results, and will update my weight on Sundays plus or minus a day. I must say I am enjoying all the cardio this program is requiring, it definitely raise those endorphins. Eatting wise I don’t have enough control over the food brought into this house, so instead I’m making myself eat healthier.

That’s all, Later

Jacques

ok so this more of a philosophical post but whatever,

(don’t read if not interested in my strange enlightening moment) **

Today while answering the question "Do you feel like you wasted time, while bodybuilding?"

this is more refering to the standard ‘ I’ve worked out for a year and have got zero results.’ type things.

And at first I was going to reply ya of course my diet is bad, I could workout more, etc, but then I really

started to think about it. And I realized that I have made good progess in both body and mind, essencially

I’m not the same person I evolved for the lack of a better word. I spent the last year feeling like I was the

same old person, but I realized that I truly am is not the same that my family & friends know. I’ve moved on,

I’m more muscular and get teased because I’ve changed… they have this strange fear I’m going to become a

stereotypical jock.  It wasn’t that I have been standing still this past year, everyone else in my life has seemed to.

Now I just have to create new bonds with these people and the person I have become. Moving forward is not an

option, for the body or mind.

Rant done

Right now I’m on the down phase of caffeine and NO2 products. And I really miss the stuff more the caffeine for ovious reasons. But I feel like a junkie day 4… Maybe I’ll only do a week off, we’ll see how good my will power is. This is a good opportunity to really test out glycergrow, now that I have no NO2 to mix with the results. Oh I’ve also desided to give triphase train a try, we will see how long that lasts.Why is almost sept… I just got off of school -_-

Oh lol I just noticed In the past 2 years I’ve gained 20lbs

Most likely from normal growing / filling out but ill take what I can get :p

First day on this and at first I thought is was a huge mistake. I got to Reflex and this pretty hot sales women convinced me to buy it. And after getting out I was like, what the hell did I just buy… remembering all the negative stuff I’ve read about it. Not to mention the stuff does not dissolved very well. But when I got the gym I got this energy simular to white flood and I’m a generally very vascular person, but this stuff was crazy. My arms were road maps and I was only working my back, the pump was pretty good too. One downside was about 10mins after I was very bloated and felt a little sick, but I think that will pass with time.

I finally have a workout partner, who will hopefully kick my butt in gear. Or just get me to the gym on a regular basis. Summers here and looking forward to going to the beach soon and getting rid of my damn farmers tan. Yesterday, I had my first leg workout in a while boy does my legs and butt hurt. Lunges really hit the legs :p

Well I’m back to the gym and I’ve gain around 3lbs of water weight from the creatine and glycergrow. I know it’s water weight but still helps the psyche. And for the love of every thing good in the world my butt hurts from the squats. lol Oh well at least I know I did something. I’m thinking about the next supplement I’m going to try, I was thinking another NO_2 product. Argh I don’t have much money to spend on this so ya… I wish I could win the lottery that would be fun.

Well a new Semester has started and I’m busy like never before. I don’t have time to do much of anything much bodybuilding. At work things are getting bad, the best manager is leaving and the restaurant is going to fall apart faster than dry sand. All this stuff has got me alittle depressed and I have no desire to even see a gym. Definitely need to get a stim, I never have energy anymore and I’m falling asleep in lectures even though I’m getting 7-8 hours of sleep. I’m trying to flip things around, but it’s hard.

Sigh… later

I’ve lost the motivation to lift lol. I miss white flood that stuff really gets me going, sigh. I’m think of ordering another stim to get the energy flowing again. I’ve been on glycergrow for a week or two but I haven’t been working out to much so I understand why the effects aren’t blowing my mind. I just finished exams so I now have some free time until janurary. I’ve got to get back into the swing of things.