I Remember Brenna
Maybe I got two hours of sleep last night, maybe. I awoke rather early and decided to watch Bridge to Terabithia, which I had not seen. My heart was not ready for the film, as it as it stirred my memory of my friend Brenna. Not a girlfriend, not a romantic interest, just a very close friend. That is not to say that I have not thought of her since she passed away. On the contrary, not a day has gone by that I haven’t thought of her… I am only man an am not to understand that intricate workings of the heart…
For whatever reason Brenna touched my life a way no one else has. Today I did not just think of her, I remembered her. I remembered her innocence and kindness, her smile and the sweet tone of her voice, the warmth her company and conversations with her brought to my life. In seems unjust that life should be ripped away from such a young a beautiful girl, perhaps God just called an angel home? These things are not for man to know.
It was not a day of weights and treadmills, calorie counting and timed meals, or Brother Iron and Sister Steel. No, today was a day of reflection and remembrance. Had it not been for work, I would not have left me room today.
My eyes streamed with tears and my heart was torn out to think I will never see her again in this life. I believe that through faith I will see her in the next. I will always remember my friend; Brenna.
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September 3, 2007 at 2:39 am
Brenna is beautiful and obviously holds a very beautiful part of your heart. Friends will always be friends and know that Brenna is watching over you and I’m sure is very happy that you are thinking of her and wouldn’t want you to be sad. Imagine how proud she would be of you and happy for you with all the determination and dedication you are showing. We can’t let go of those friends around us that we’ve lost but we can know that even in death they love us the way they once did in life. And I’m sure Brenna would not want for you to be down. Stick with the good babe you can’t change what happened and she will ALWAYS have that special place in your heart. Hope today is better.
December 20, 2007 at 2:35 pm
Most people have lost at least one person in their lives. The pain can never be removed but lessened only with time, time is the only thing that heals but it takes the longest. You will always hold Brenna in your heart as she will with you in hers. Stay Strong and don’t be afraid to feel that sadness.
January 30, 2008 at 1:59 pm
I am sorry for your loss and pain. What a terrific friend Brenna has in you. As a fellow military man I understand how important remembrance of those that have gone before is for both us and them. Nothing takes the emptiness away but time, and for those worth the effort I pray the emptiness never goes away. My friend, you do us honor in sharing your memories of this great lady.
March 4, 2008 at 7:40 pm
Your words made my heart clench in pain, and great sadness filled my soul. I’m truly sorry for your loss. She’s fine, its those who remain who need the attention. I worry more for you, as a person. I read all the way through your blog and read the comments on your pictures. I was a soldier far from home once myself. I’ve lost friends quietly and tragically. Gently and violently. The depression that can get a hold of you is what you need to watch closest. Don’t be afraid to reach out and seek help. Its there. All you need to do is ask. There is no shame.
March 10, 2008 at 9:52 am
Condolences.
I have yet to experience the loss of someone close, but I have "lost" in many other ways.
The feelings of remorse are always there.
It’s comforting to know you are not alone in your suffering; something I learned slowly, stubbornly, yet absolutely.
Trust me. You’re not alone.
Stay true to yourself.
April 14, 2008 at 5:03 pm
I feel for you bro . lost a dear freind 16 yrs ago this month she was 23 and a petite sweetie . died from dieabeties ( i’m a lousy speller sorry ) SOMETIMES there are no answers. WHY someones gets PULLED away. I wish yuo the best .