SBunny’s BodyBlog

Bulking is a whole new world for me. I spent a year and a half peeling fat off my body to show the beautiful muscular woman within, and now im covering her back up?!?! Losing definition is frustrating to me, but i know in the long run it will make me a better competitor. I need to remember that. The best part about bulking is lifting heavy! I LOVE lifting heavy. Its amazing when my lil butt steps up to the bar and moves alot of weight. I like it when its so amazing that the boys in the gym hafta stop to watch. I rackpulled 205 for 10 last week. I think i may have blown out my back this week tho. It hurts more than normal muscle soreness. We will hafta see how that unfolds. Today is arm day, i need to bring those up, can wait to get in the gym tonight!

I just got some of my pictures back from my first show, and i couldnt be prouder! Even if i didnt place, my body looked great. It was the best condition i have ever been in. What more could i ask for? These pics are total motivation for my next show. Next time i know i will look even better! Get used to seeing alot of me and my rice cakes, "if you got it, flaunt it!" and i finally feel like i got it!

Well today is exactly 2 weeks out from my first figure comp. Sometimes i dont even know if i am really ready, but at this point i need to just go for it, no matter what. Stepping on stage means alot to me. It will be the moment that i officially step out of my old fat girl life into my new rock hard one. Figure has given me something to work for, and it has proven itself to be great motivation. I fought for 17 months to shed the fat and emerge as a new person. I am more focused, more energized, and a hell of a lot more sexy. I just have to  stay focused and give it my all for 2 more weeks, then it will finally be time for me to strut my stuff. Wish me luck!

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