Cheating…not the relationship kind
Thank goodness I stopped myself before I got even MORE out of control (if that’s even possible!) because I have put on a generous amount of fat in the recent weeks. I get frustrated with people who say "it’s just water weight" or "you look great," but don’t have a similar fitness mindset. They cannot relate and while water weight is definitely a possibility, it cannot account for ALL the weight that I have gained. I do not actually know what the total amount is, nor am I going to weigh myself in order to avoid further self-disgust, but I can see that I have gotten considerably soft and my clothes aren’t fitting the same as they used to.
I am aware that stress can cause emotional eating and I was quite stressed as school was nearing the end of the semester. Classes are now over and there’s no excuse; there’s no reason that I need to sabotage myself and put my mind and body through the torment of eating crap (i.e. unbalanced, snacking too often, OFF MY PLAN).
***TO BE CONTINUED***
May 22, 2008 at 10:20 pm
Hey!
I was just reading and i could not agree with you more!!!
You tell people you have put on weight but they dont take you seriously, it really is depressing when you (well for myself anyway) have seen past pictures of myself looking really good and then now, as you said previously that your clothes dont fit the same and things arnt "tight" anymore!
So heres to staying on track and getting it together again!
Thanks keep up the great work!
Megan
May 23, 2008 at 6:51 am
Thanks! I’ll support you
I never finished my blog post though…HAHAHA…oooops!
July 21, 2008 at 10:52 am
I agree with what you wrote!! Keep up the work and effort and you’ll get to where you want to be.