Well, the first competition for me is finally over, been a hard 16 weeks of dieting but it's finally out of the way. I actually got to impress alot of people in the bodybuilding community for a first timer. I weighed in about 178. I was actually proud with the transformation my body took from 225 to go to 178. I looked bigger actually at the lighter weight, surprised me actually. My goal for this show was to place in the top 3. As for the result i failed at reaching my goal, placing 4th. It's been liil disappointed as i am trying to process it, because its actually hard to believe that this is something i worked really hard to accomplish and fall short so close to my goal. As for the Competition, It was a very enjoyable experience being on stage for the first time, under the lights and the crowd. Even tough i wasn't afraid i still found it a little difficult to contract my legs as hard as i usually do because i was a little nervous.

Overall i feel like a failure for not at least being in the top 3, but after a couple of days away from the gym this week. I am ready to get back training and get myself new goals for Nationals in August.

TAKE EVERY FAILURE AS AND EXPERIENCE BECAUSE TO BE SUCCESSFUL YOU NEED EXPERIENCE.