ROTO’s BodyBlog

I am sorry to everyone out there that hasn’t had the chance to meet me because of my shyness.  I’ll bust out of this shell because it is really a pleasure to know me, trust me..I know

Funny title but on a serious note.

I’ll set the tone with the longtime quote of "Bros before hos"..it seems that I have had the problem of focusing too much on my "others" and losing touch with my friends.  It sucks because it was worsened with the last 4+ years when I was finishing school and being married.  Now that she’s gone I feel like I just moved into the city i have lived in for 25 years.  I’m not pitying myself just stating the way it is, it is MY fault and I need to fix it.  I am going to get out there and meet new people and form new relationships etc..its tough though.  I am shy initially but then transcend into the life of the party.  AHHHHH sometimes you just wanna scream ya know!?  I have a lot to offer..F it..here I go!

Dear ROTO,

I hear you getting down on yourself because you want to look in the mirror and see a nice defined body.  You want those bicep veins to pop in the mirror and the great feeling of shopping for clothes because you look incredible.  I know you’ve been working your ass off (literally) but you need to just chill and let everything fall into place.  You are hurting yourself by getting down on yourself (which then causes you to cheat on your diet).  If you seriously want that killer body with the veins and abs then you need shut the fcuk up and keep working.  Reassess yourself in a month or so, not DAILY!!  This is a lifestyle, the key word is LIFE, which is a long time!  The body is the reward, if it was that easy then you wouldn’t be turning heads when you step out in the polo and top-siders because every chump would be looking good.

Love,

The rational ROTO

Did you honestly think I was going to allow you to continue running me over!?  Did it feel good to have that small slice of power over someone where you actually felt significant for a moment, be it brief but for a moment in your life?  You won’t now but one day everything will come full-circle and slap you in the face.  You will probably be overwhelmed with emotions at that point and drop to your knees wondering what the f#ck you were thinking.  At that very moment in time I will be so far out of your life you will be forced to dig for old memories to remember who I was.  I told you from the beginning I was on a mission for change and you didn’t believe me, HA!  What you and everyone else doesn’t know is that doubt is exactly what pushes me over the edge when I feel like stopping or taking the "short-cut".  I’ve had it with your bull#$IT and I’m ending this chapter of my life, give me a fresh page so i can start this $hit off right!

ARGHH

I don’t want to cuss but F(CK! 4$ a gallon gas!  Something is going to give, you can only push so far.

I will keep this short (this has nothing to do with bodybuilding).

I think MySpace/Facebook etc. are cool sites in that they allow people to connect and it provides a place where people can find each other etc.

The one thing (among others) I HATE about it is the childish, high school bullshit that goes on with it among adults.  I’m talking about two people breaking up and one person moving you from their "top 8" and moving everyone around.  And then people posting personal stuff in their headline basically being an attention whore and wanting/waiting for someone to ask them what is wrong.  People go WAY caught up in the MySpace crap, trying to get the most friends and thinking they’ve "arrived" when they’ve got a bunch of friends and their top 8 has a bunch of women.

BLAH

I’m done. I needed to vent for a sec, AND i needed my first blog entry..what a waste.

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