Pwisnasky’s BodyBlog

Ok I know I already posted tonight but after cooling down from a phone call from the damn truck driver, 12 ounce lifting, husband of mine I am thouroughly pissed!   I thought it would be an ok conversation because we rarely talk while he is on the road. So he asked how my day was and I felt like I had a good day in the gym and this Mo********ER has to put a damn damper on everything and think all men are like him. First I  complained because my supposedwork out buddy bailed on me yet again  and as previously stated all she does is talk about losing weight and getting in shape ,- blah, blah, blah!   She works at the gym but is rarely found when it is time for a workout, nor will she answer the phone when she knows  I am calling to see if shes going.  Anyway, all these times I have blogged about not having spotters  and or workout partner to push me, not being able to reach full potential because of  not being able to go the extra with a spotter to help me with adding weight and so on ,blah blah blah. Well I move on to teell him how Rogetr has been in the gym and he has won a fwew competitions here  and he is always there helping somebody out and alot of people look to him for help. He came over and talked to me and My B friends son was going to try and spot me  and he rarely works out either but has alot of heart and he is trying to get in and be motivated now. He was trying to help me but was trying to be cool arounfd his friends too. anyway Roger asked what I was trying to do so I precededto tell him and instantly he helped me and made sure I was doing it correctly  as I was not quite on Q so he told me what to do and to add 10 if I got thru the first set and then 10 if I could get another  and so on. I did it with amazement , thought I could not before  because one I was intimidated by all the big guys there.  Anyway then he led me to another  area to do incline bench press with 20 lb dumbells and I all this time was using  10- 15 and never ventured further because of my recent shoulder injury I let the weakness in my left side fool me . So Roger said cmon you have bigger arms then some of these guys and damn better than most of the women in here , just do it .   I put my fear aside and managed to do 4 sets and the last one was tough but I damn did it . I felt great, finally I was doing better and secondly, my previous fears went away . About the guys making fun of me and making me feel like I do not belong.  Roger came over and told me great job and  so did a few of his friends that were working with him. Well I told my hubby about it and of course it  was well I am sure the only reason he did it is because you r a female and probably has ulterior motives this coming from the sameman who always bitches becasue he thinks I am going to look like a man…..I told him I have known roger for some time and  funny thing he knows him too and he himself asked Roger about some help a few times . 1 of the 5 times he has ever been I might damn add!  now ask him about lifting 12 ounce cans and he has no problems there! and then he knows every damn thing. Moving on ——- I told him that I was tired of hearing about the shit about getting big and so on and that this was one thing I have always liked and he has never supported one damn thing. he is very insecure if I take updated pics and hates that Ilovethis site but I have finally figured out he is I-N-S-E-C-U-R-E.   Hehas had alot of affairs and now   he is thinking ok she is going to pursue  this and now look guys are helping her . Does he really think ppl do not looko at me   I mean damn I am not dead !!!!! Not the best either but I am confident in who I am and finally rid of the ugly duckling syndrome I went through in his school with nick names such as scar face, pizza ace and so on from years of bad acne , what a damn jerk and who the f*** does he think he is??????????? talk about someone wanting to hold you back I mean damn.   I think next time he derinks 12 ounces Iwill say here’s a toast to me *******!  What happened to  having a damn support team, kids don’t either because it is when they cant have me there  doing everything for them and they are damn teenagers or they cant  keep up with my every damn move go figure lol ………..I need a support team HERE!!!!!!!!  His last words were , well thats on you if youwant to run around looking lik a f****** man what ever , needless to say i said thanks for your support and hung the hell up.

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