Ponyboy76’s BodyBlog

I have been bulking for the last 5 1/2 weeks and part of me really hates it. It is hard to not do as much cardio and even harder to eat more food. I`ve tried to eat as well as I can although I have slipped quite a few times, i.e. eating carbs late at night. Bulking is especially hard for me being an FFB (Former Fat Boy). My body seems to want me to get fat again, and not doing alot of cardio is putting a strain on my mindset. I was always in the thought of as long as I keep doing all this cardio work, I will not get fat, which is kind fo true but I also wasn’t gaining any muscle. So, I really wasn’t seeing any positive changes, muscle wise. Now that I have been bulking, I have gained a pretty decent amout of size. I have not measured yet but I feel fuller and more solid which is great. I just worry that I have gained a good deal of fat with it. I don`t think I have because looking in the mirror, I haven`t turned into some lard ass. It , though is still a worry. I will be happy, mentally, when the bulking stage is over in 2 more weeks and I can go back to cardio twice a day. I hope all this eating and cardio less workouts were all worth it.

The following may sound a little sexist but that is not my intention. Last night I was at the gym having a great workout. I was more than halfway done when this girl I have seen there a few times walked in. She is really pretty but there are quite a few hot looking women in my gym so I wasn’t really paying her too much attention. That is until she took off the large shirt she had on and laid down to do some ab and stretch work 2 mats away from me. Okay, this is the point where this story might sound sexist. She was wearing this tight bra thing. It wasn’t like a sports bra, at least not one I`ve seen. I mean her chest was just busting out of that thing. They were like two kids trying fight their way out of a small doorway. She was doing a few different workouts but mostly laying on her back, kind of pushing out her chest. A chest that I`m 95% sure was silicone or whatever they make them out of these days. It was really distracting. The gym on Friday night isn`t too crwded but every guy in the area just stopped what they were doing. Hey, I like sexy women and I`m a fan of a great rack, but there are just certain places that it just turns from hot to just looking for attention. Maybe I`m wrong and she doesn`t realize the effect it has on people aroung her, but I doubt it. Maybe I and the other guys should be more mature about it, but it is distracting. Imagine if some dude was benching and she just happened to bend over right in front of the bench. She may cause the dudes death.  Like I said before there are plenty of hot women in my gym, but they aren’t just all out there. I mean there was another attractive well endowed female in the same area, but she had a sorts bra on and was not busting out. I just think that stuff like that is too hot for the gym.