Back at home w/ parents
Things the past few days have just been devasting to loose my apt was one thing but to see my whole life packed away in a storage unit was just depressing. I’ve had a couple bits of junk food here and there but I just feel so awful. My job actually wrote me up for calling out because I was getting evicted and needed to move all my stuff so it wasn’t thrown out on the street and I called every available person who could cover for me. My job and their lack of hours are the reason I lost my apt, they want me to give all I got but don’t want to give me a damn thing. I haven’t been to the gym in the past 2 days between 36hrs of packing, lifting, and moving, going up and down 3 flights of stairs and what not I felt like one giant exhausted bruise. I am off work tomorrow so I am thinking of going to the salon to have my hair done, just something for me. And hitting either the gym or dance studio, maybe even both. I’m just in that place right now where I feel extremely depressed and stressed and I just feel like a huge fat blimp trying not to fall off the band wagon. So if you are living in the abingdon/bel air, MD area which is where I am now and know of any better jobs or places for rent let me know.
June 6, 2008 at 6:51 pm
I’m so sorry to hear of your situtation. Many other people are experiencing the same throughout the country. I wish you well, but be thankful you have your parents to help you out. Many people don’t have that option.
My suggestion is to use that frustration for the better and increase what you are doing in the gym. Make a bad situatiion work for you!
Hang in there!