The battle withen myself…
I have been stuggling latley with myself with my diet & training. Truth be told Im starting to ask myself if Im I am being relistic with my goals and how I want to look, after all Im no 20yr old. I do not have all the time in the world to spend in the gym as I would like.So I do not want to sound like the man is is going though a mid life crises but maybe this does have to do with me turning 39 next week. Who knows..I just feel like whats the point, I have wasted so much time doing nothing, cant help but look back at all the time I have wasted in the gym and think where I couldve been now.
I just feel some times that I do not have all the time to be the people I need to be , Husband, Father and just plain me..
Sorry for the rant
September 4, 2008 at 5:38 am
Stick with it. You just have to have faith in yourself. Sometime I feel like I don’t want to keep doing it but then I realize that there are people depending on me.