In three weeks I will step onto a high school auditorium stage for a first ever appearance in a bodybuilding competition. Three years ago I watched a show in Indy and made it my goal to work to see if I could shed 40 lbs, I was 215 then, and get in acceptable 62 year old shape. The first year went by and I said, no way. The second year went by and I still had appropriate reservations not to compete. Now ending the third year, I will anxiously give it a go. I ain’t gettin any younger..lol..
It’s been a sometimes painful, tearful, discouraging, this was a stupid idea journey. But has also been a journey of learning about myself and my potential to regain some semblance of fitness I once had years ago.
I’m almost sorry it’s coming to an end; at least this journey anyway. Soon all the anxieties and excitement will be over when the show closes. "That was it?" I’ll probably ask myself. Like a kid anticipating Christmas morning, it seems to take forever to arrive, and ends so quickly and finally. Nothing but a floor full of wrapping paper and disappointing gifts. I guess I’ll find out.
Of course I’m reaping the benefits of a new found physique, clean lifestyle, and new friends here on BB.com. My wife even thinks I’m sexy again..lol. And a few of my also out-of -shape baby boomers are beginning to start some fitness programs of their own. Maybe these are the true rewards. Of course they are! The coming contest is just a blip on the map of the ultimate journey through life. The journey doesn’t end in Indy in three weeks. It’s just a brief stop over. Another site to see and be remembered before life as I know it now ends.
If you actually read this through and understand what I said, write me and explain it to me…I’m not exactly sure…lol.. I started with one writing thought and then became existentially distracted and wound up totally lost in thought…The waning mind of a 62 year old..rotflmao!!!
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