Sara’s Rants & Raves

I’m writing this while being angry.  It’s a warning to those who don’t want to read anyone’s complaints.  I urge those to push the back button or close the window.

My sister had invited me to a dinner this last night.  I was working on homework, but she urged me to come to meet her new friends.  She also recommended bringing my homework with me, so I did.  I made the near hour long drive through the down-pouring rain to meet them.  Little did I know that I would have been better off at home.

My sister jokes about making me a human bubble because I am so anti-everything.  I enjoy organic products, don’t enjoy drinking alcoholic beverages, am not a fan of television or video games, and especially do not appreciate my own sister polluting my college research paper articles with highlighter graffiti.  I dealt with all of those, not to mention her new boyfriend and his son, who were both more respectful to me than my own sister.  Either way, I wasnt happy with any of it.  She shouldnt be dating, let alone living with a new guy already.

Worse yet, I gave in to drinking down an alcohol beverage or two with dinner.  I havent been training like I used to, but I’ve also been down with the sickness, out of the office due to the death of my father, and studying like a crazy person to get caught back up.

Even more inconsiderate, my sister suggested to some of her friends, who came by later in the evening and were also disrespectful, that I took an instant liking to one of the guys there.  "Oh, Sara’s upstairs with"… No.  Sara was lying on the floor in the loft nowhere near anyone.  And, with a quick response, I surprised her with my good hearing.

So, I say let their drinking, smoking, worthless lives be their own.  I have more important things to do.  I do not appreciate people who waste my time.  I could have made good progress on my homework without it getting violated, got a good workout in, and eaten clean food if I would have stayed at home.  But, instead I had to put myself out there and try to be a good, supportive sister.  I’m done for a while on being nice.

Anyone have some spiritual wisdom for me.  I am frustrated.