Day 34 of 147 Complete
Well, seems I’m not doing the best, but I know that I have increased weights in every muscle area this week. Sure, I may be eating more and not watching it like I should, but I know I am making mass or at least strength gains. My legs are looking stronger in the quads. That really excites me because I hate leg day, and Ive been working at it like pain is my desired pleasure.
I know I’m doing well. I am getting every workout in, and though my diet may not be what I want it to be… at least I know where I need to improve. The house is still full of food from the holiday so it doesnt help, but I am not allowing myself to get too out of control… though I did have pizza three times in the last week… after going without cheese for a few months it was a taste-satisfying treat!… Or at least I like the way cheese feels between my teeth.. Im not sure what it is. Anyway.. I know I need to stop that, and I know I have leftovers in the refrigerator. Lol… What’s a gal to do?
I know. I want to look better in my bathing suit and its my own fault that I dont. That’s the hardest part. Just knowing that I could be so much better than where I am at. It gets to me. Oh well.. it could be a lot worse too!!!
May 30, 2008 at 7:04 pm
What I can see outside looking in, just relax. It will come. Just one day at a time. You’re already naturally beautiful. Have fun w/ it too. I can relate though quite well. Thanks for sharing.