Gosh I’ve been slacking! Dang Easter set me back a week… I got sick from jelly bellies I know I did. Becasue I NEVER eat sugar like that and I ate a friggin’ handful on Easter. Along with Banana Pudding and who KNOWS WHAT ELSE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hahaqhah I know it’s notttttttttttt funny but I was feeling pretty awful about it.
Soooo now I am starting strong again.
I realized how baddd I want this and how much dedication and determination it REALLY takes. Geex I did know realize how great I feel when I eat clean! I love it. I miss it. It’s hard to start all over again. But it’s sooo worth it, I know.
I’ve been avoiding bb.com! Can you believe it?! All my motivation AND encouragement! Thanks for checking in on me! I love yall!
I can’t wait until Monday to work my legs as hard as I can. I’ll be sqauting 140lbs. YES I can’t WAIT to feel the burnnn.
I watched this show called "I can Make you Thin" and it’s really helped me. It teaches you not to eat out of anger or stress and challenges you to chew slowly and mindfully and to STOP when you feel full. I like how it works my mind ondealing with stress rather than eating… BUTTT… I’m afraid I won’t get all the protein I need to build muscle. I’ll make sure of it though.
After Easter I felt so fat. I felt like my butt was huge.
hahah but I’m taking control. I can’t let a little Easter indulgence get out of hand. I am starting fresh, no more cheating mindlessly. No more random candies or tastes of new shakes at Sonic. All these things stand in the way of my ultimate dream to become shredded and buff.
Tanning. I need a tan. But I LOVE my skin. I don’t want skin cancer. And Amanda, there is a solution! Self tannner. I good self tanner.
Happy times.
I’m so happy I’m back. I’m so happy I’m back on track, back on here, back into healthy eating. I’m so happy.
I can’t wait for another day! Thank you everyone who is my friend and wants me to get better!! THANK YOU
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