Slow…
Hello everybody! How was Christmas!? I hope it was wonderful.
I have been doing really great, I have been so blessed this year, I’m so thankful!
Everything seems to be going reallllly, reallly, sllooww. ugh Talk about frustrating! I mean, I am happy with my body everyday, but you know, I just want more… NOW! haha
I have been doing great on my diet and working out, don’t get me wrong… it’s hard! This week especially has been tough with Christmas, "Oh it’s Christmas, I can have a couple of Dark Hershey Kisses" Which I know isn’t bad, but I get so guilty! I try not to be though, because I know I deserve it. It’s just that… I don’t want to start making excuses to eat that stuff and slack off! I don’t think I will… but I have been struggling getting to the gym and sticking with the full workout. BUT once I get there and finish, I’m super glad I did it. I’m just ready to get back into the groove- Christmas over and done with.
So next week will be a usual week finally and everything will be in it’s place. From now on, I’ll have ONE cheat day a week when I can have a little Chocolate or whatever I desire. I want to be serious about this because I know if I stick with it, I won’t regret it.
I need to put pictures up all in my room of Jamie Eason and hott girls to keep me motivated. Like today… I was taking a nap before the gym… my alarm goes off at 2:30, and I wasn’t going to go. (lazy) Well…. The dogs start barking madly and I couldn’t go back to sleep and I got really upset and screamed at the dogs! haha so I wanted to go to the gym after all that stress!! hahah LOOK God is watching out for me. He knew what He was doing.
Speaking of God, I bought the new BarlowGirl CD. FLIPPIN’ AWESOME!!! WOW! It’s amazing how God can push you through a workout. I just close my eyes during cardio and let the music drive me. It’s so awesome and I almost started crying because the music is so powerful… not the music. GOD. Everyone should get the new BarlowGirl CD- "How can we be Slient"
