Day 21 of 30
LEG DAY!!!!! or so I thought…..I totally sucked today I was not in it and I don’t think i did very well. I hope tomorrow Tennis will be better. I am not sure what my deal is but, I know I want this I know I sit there and look at myself like you fat piece of **** get up do something. And I am sure people are like hey mama don’t talk to yourself like that but, it is that sort of mental game that gets me off my ass. I really look forward to leg day because then I can say **** I did that and I can do it again. But I was just off and out there somewhere I have to stay in the game I have to keep in good shape or at least get in good shape and stop this circle of good bad ok good bad ok I want more for my body for myself for my life. I want to be healthy fit and ready. Damn I got this I just need to accept that every workout is not going to be great and I can’t improve if I don’t make mistakes or have bad days.
