What’s it to you?
I wonder if you say how much something means to you does it then mean more or less depending on how you compare it. I think not. I am willing to wager that I am not doing my best to get the results I want. So what’s it to me well it is worth all the processed food we have here at home, it is worth all the sugar I add to my green tea, it is worth all the mentos in the kitchen drawer, it is worth all the vodka sours, vodka cranberries, wine, and or gin and grapefruit I drink. To me it needs to be tangible. I need to live it but not just at the gym or during the "exercise hour". It is worth all the fake friends, all the false support I will sacrifice all of it because ti will not get me to my ultimate goal of looking and feeling strong and beautiful. I decided I would start journaling because everyone needs to be accountable and I would rather get my card pulled by those who have been there done that then by the buy at the juice bar who is just curious about what I’m doing here doing this. It is yes a personal choice to want to look like SheHulk but, at some point I have to be able to feel like her too and I want the support of other "SheHulk" type women.
