MyQnA’s BodyBlog

I am just stuck in my head.  I know I am doing ok and I should really just keep focused but, I am losing support and refuse to quit.  I have to believe in me.  I have to continue to believe in me and I have to show it.  I am giving it my all this week.  I will squeeze those workouts in no matter what.  I have my schedule on lock hardly anything is flexible now that I have signed up for new classes.  But, I have come too damn far to turn back now.  I will proudly tell anyone who will listen, I was 372lbs of hot mess and a few years shy of 30 I could not walk unassisted.  Now I am nearly 180 and run not because I have to.  So I guess just do it right, don’t worry about when I workout as long as I workout.  I hope I can get one in today I have not a had a real workout in 2 days and I feel like crap.  I feel like I am starting to fail myself because it has gone down this road so many times before.  OK out the door plan is to hit the gym after I register my son for school but before I buy groceries.

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