catch up!!!! from work……shhhhhhhhh
Just a quick hello! I am having serious laptop issues and the repair dude says my hard drive is failing…no word yet on if any of my photos or videos are salvageable…..Im pretty upset and I haven’t even paid off the damn thing. I despise bestBuy!! I’m dieting for Nationals, just a little more than 3 weeks to go! Im sure my nervousness will kick in. State competition was a major “mind Fruck”…..but I won the jay Cutler masters so I have to ask myself……which set of judges I believe in? The ones who thought I look the best or the ones who marked me the worst. The ones who marked me the worst, did so for completely different reasons last year. I was told I should “try bodybuilding”…..now this year I lose to a chick who looks as jacked and ripped with striated quads and one who weighed about 90 lbs……see ? messes with the mind. Im going with the jay Cutler mindest. THEY liked me. So, why am I still dieting? Well, I looked at last years masters nationals winner, pretty lean in the legs, although she is 4 inches taller than me, so I thought I should lean out my legs just a little….so that’s why I am “dieting”. Oh I started doing some videos on quick and easy ways to eat, but as my pc is not working…it became pointless. But I have some greta tips on eating on the run , mixing tasty food fast, etc. Nothing much else to talk about. Im so bored without you guys to talk to!! Im used to blogging everyday even if no one reads them. Its just a way to get stuff out, to keep a training log, etc……..its a NEED for me. I have soooooo much to talk about on a daily basis, whether it be some dummy in the gym, some great person I met or just training stuff. I hope you are all well!! fern
