THOUGHTS OF A FITNESS FREAK

Fine, fine, I live in CT……….but damn……..it’s screwing up everything I plan for. I still have stuff at my old house in the garage that I have to move, so my plan was to run my son over there to see his father after borrowing my landlords truck (he’s a peach, he offered) then running to church at 1030 because I have hardly been lately and feel guilty, then run to the gym and do some legs, then go back to the house and finish moving some stuff. BUT NOW…..I wake up and we have little balls of sleet or whatever the hell it is all over the roads so now I am stuck here.  My car has that TCS system and it’s something that controls the steering wheel and/or wheels when you start to slip.  I hate it, would rather control my own damn car.  Its like a ghost is grabbing the steering wheel..freaks me out….

So I am just sitting here waiting for it to warm up enough to start raining.  I can deal with rain, but my schedule is shot.

Oh, did I tell you that the ex and I are past the point of anger I think?  I had stopped being angry awhile ago, but he had alot of hate for me.  Anyway, I decided to have a long chat with him and things are better now.  He is living in the old house and we talk to each other pretty normally.  Guess after 4 years, it was time. Maybe he stopped seeing me as the bad guy, I don’t know.  I just know I couldnt live like that. Who can go around expending so much energy on hate?  I hope he is happy and he has a girlfriend, good for him.

Now what?  Im so bored.  I got a cheapo camera for now, so my new photos kind of suck, but they are new. I dropped my old one trying to pack.  Its amazing how when you cant take pics, you don’t know if you are changing.  I think I have changed alot in a little more than a month, Im pleased!!!  Someone in the gym told me I have a huge back and I was very happy!!!!!  Fine, other women beat me in competitions, but my back is bigger and better than any on stage!!!!!!! Now to get my little legs to catch up.  I have been eating like a horse to fuel them and I am trying for either 2 heavy or 2 light and 1 heavy leg day.  I will try to at least work them a little on the light days, a few sets. 

Im also going to try to make a food video in my new kitchen to show you some going lean tips.  I have tons! 

I’ll write later, got to get off my butt and do something   

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