MrsMB’s BodyBlog

Ok I have been looking at Robin "Helga" for a wile now. I seen her pics and read what all she has done and I so want to be like her lol. There are alot of people I would love to be, but seeing her a the way around? man she’s a goddess! I’m doing my best to get there.

OK I was just wanting to know if anyone else does this. When I get pissed and ready to brawl, I go workout and kick my own ass till I’m ready to fall out. It’s the only way I can seem to let things go without hurting others. Sometimes I feel like I could just beat the hell out of ppl in the streets, OVER NOTHING! I mean is it bad to push myself that hard? I know it’s good to blow steam. Anyone else feel the same?

I just don’t get it. I try and try and try to get this damned fat off me but I don’t see it moving. The scale is now my target for hate, lmfao. I mean the numbers keep going up but, everything is fitting better. I’m dieing to see the diff, that my friends see in me and I can’t. All I see is that fat chick I’ve been all my life. I mean I don’t want to be barbie or a tooth pick. i want that sexy muscle somewhere between China and Alicia Marie. In my head I say I know I can do it, but then….. here comes the people that look and think of me a a freak. I mean what’s wrong with a woman having a muscular body? Anyway…. That my rant for the day lol. Hope everyone is meeting their gaols and living happy. Happy Mother’s day to all the mommies!