MrsMB’s BodyBlog

Did my measurements again, now hips47 waist37

Even though my scale isn’t really moving. I did my measurements to and since Dec,23 to now I went from Hips-57 Waist-46 to Hips-49 Waist-39! HOT DAMN!

Ok, like I’ve said in my last blog I’ve wrote out a 5 week routine. Now I also have clear up to November wrote out. Is that too much? I mean this is helping me stay motivated. Hell I’ve gained mass and lost inches! So whats the deal? what do y’all think?

Today I got up @5:30am and did some ab workouts before my son got up. I decided to update my measurements and I found that being in week 4 of my 5 week routine I’m losing fat and gaining mass! So now I’m getting that pyramid effect!! YAY!! I seen that I’ve gained weight but I don’t mind seeing I’ve lost inches!!!! I’m taking Z-Force witch has Tribulus in it, and I’ve been on them for about 3 weeks now. I think they’re great but some of my friends think I’m crazy for try it out and say I’m cheating this way. Ya know I think I’ve done right for me! At least I looked into it before I bought it. I made sure it was safe for omen to take. Unlike my friends that will jump on the "New" fast weight loss fat blockers that just hit the stores. I want to know what I’m taking. Anyways, I feel great and I’m starting to look in shape!!!! Hot Damn! Thank you BodySpace and all my friends and the people that dropped me lines to keep me going!!!

OK I was just wanting to know if anyone else does this. When I get pissed and ready to brawl, I go workout and kick my own ass till I’m ready to fall out. It’s the only way I can seem to let things go without hurting others. Sometimes I feel like I could just beat the hell out of ppl in the streets, OVER NOTHING! I mean is it bad to push myself that hard? I know it’s good to blow steam. Anyone else feel the same?

I just don’t get it. I try and try and try to get this damned fat off me but I don’t see it moving. The scale is now my target for hate, lmfao. I mean the numbers keep going up but, everything is fitting better. I’m dieing to see the diff, that my friends see in me and I can’t. All I see is that fat chick I’ve been all my life. I mean I don’t want to be barbie or a tooth pick. i want that sexy muscle somewhere between China and Alicia Marie. In my head I say I know I can do it, but then….. here comes the people that look and think of me a a freak. I mean what’s wrong with a woman having a muscular body? Anyway…. That my rant for the day lol. Hope everyone is meeting their gaols and living happy. Happy Mother’s day to all the mommies!