I need to care less about women …
These couple of months have been very terrible for me in terms of relationship with women.
I don’t know how to deal with them. Being a patient person, I have tolerated their nounsenses for months now. I could see through all the bullshits, all the crappy reasons; I just keep it to myself - how I feel and tolerate those crap.
Today, I exploded! I have to … I simply cannot tolerate full-of-shit people (whom let me caught right handed).
It’s so ironic that those I care so much about…they don’t bother about me. Those I don’t care about….they relate/call to me, whatever. So ironic! What is going on? Life really plays me out at this stage of my life, that’s hell !!!
While training has going well, recovery/intensity/growth has been on the uptrend. Work has been hectic and I enjoy that work portion because I get to meet people from all circles. However, people I care about/matters of the heart have been on the reverse trend. It’s so unbelievable.
I don’t mean to disrespect women (I love them). But come on, have some freaking balls to tell me off instead of going around in circle telling me "see how!","I’ll reconfirm with you", etc. Datings & meetings are meant to communicate. They DO NOT lead to sex. They DO NOT lead to bigger things like affair or whatever is going on in their head.
I caught the woman right handed telling me a lie/lame excuses.
You know what?!? I can always go back to my work, my travelling, my training, my new bodybuilding targets. Do something useful for myself.
Skirt chasing is tiring. If it comes, it will.
