have you ever wanted someone so bad?
Wednesday, April 30th, 2008I am not getting emotional over things. But I’m just wondering if you wanted a special someone so badly even if it’s forbidden, you wanted to be a part of his/her life & pushing your luck too much.
Being pushy is plain a wrong mistake. I never enjoyed being pushed by others.
If you love that someone but knowing he or she is no longer single & available; you may have to wish them good luck & best wishes.
I know I am no longer eligible to be with her. I felt so much, so bad inside my heart; I long for her. I let the dark side of the mind control my actions. and I felt I somewhat being so pushy and wanted to get myself in her life.
I have this generalization idea that ladies I have met……well, they tend to be attached/married.
It’s so wrong but I couldn’t help it. The feelings inside is very very difficult to explain. It’s so miserable not able to be with her yet longing for her.
The worst part is your eyes give yourself away. Don’t let the eyes say it out loud.
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