Mr. Aries’s BodyBlog

Just read this from the woman’s forum, and it’s apparently borrowed from someone’s myspace page.. I don’t know who it is, but I thought it was a precious little read.. Kinda reminds me to let bygones be bygones.. Girls can be vulnerable, emotional, needy, uncomfortable, scared.. It’s part of the package.. It’s why I love them.

Here it is:

if i dont call you

[ Its because im waiting for you to call me ]

When i walk away from you

[ Follow me ]

When i stare at your mouth

 [ Kiss me ]

When i push you or hit you

[ Grab me and dont let go ]

When i start cussing at you

[ Kiss me and tell me you love me ]

 When im quiet

[ Ask me whats wrong ]

When i ignore you

[ Give me your attention ]

When i pull away

[ Pull me back ]

When you see me at my worst

[ Tell me im beautiful ]

When you see me start crying

[ Hold me and tell me everything will be alright ]

When you see me walking

[ Sneak up and hug my waist from behind ]

When im scared

[ Protect me ]

When i lay my head on your shoulder

[ Tilt my head up and kiss me ]

When i grab at your hands

[ Hold mine and play with my fingers ]

When i tease you

[ Tease me back and make me laugh ]

When i dont answer for a long time

[ reassure me that everything is okay ]

When i look at you with doubt

[ Back yourself up ]

When i say that i like you

[ I really do more than you could understand ]

When i bump into you

[ bump into me back and make me laugh]

When i tell you a secret

[ keep it safe and untold]

When i look at you in your eyes

[ dont look away until i do]

When i miss you

[ im hurting inside ]

When you break my heart

[ the pain never really goes away ]

When i say its over

[ i still want you to be mine ]

Alright, so it’s the middle of June now, and the sun is out..  Just so happens I need a vacation badly.. Thinking somewhere tropical this year… There’s something about beautiful beaches that really screams "vacation".. Maybe it’s those fruity drinks with umbrellas sticking out the top, I don’t know..

I think I’m beach-ready … Pretty tan and relatively lean, just need a good spot to chill.. Be nice to be surrounded by them beach bunnies again too, heh.. I miss that :p

John

Check us out on the latest issue of Flex (july 2007).. A few people and I are the select few who made it onto the bb.com bodyspace advertisement.. It’s on page 80..

 Thanks for the support..

 John Lee

Logging a new product that’s due to come out in about 2-3 weeks.. It’s made by PURE Supplements, who’s parent company is USPLabs… THey are the makers of Anabolic Pump, PowerFULL, and SuperCISSUS..

Here’s the log:

http://forum.bodybuilding.com/showthread.php?t=3151081

P-Slin is a pre-workout supplement with a different approach.. The ingredients in P-SLin are made to help shuttle carbs into muscles quickly and efficiently without spilling over to fat storage.. The result is enhanced pump during the workout and less likelihood that your pre-workout macronutrients are stored as bodyfat.

I will be going over my daily routines in the log as well as my thoughts about the supplement and life in general.

 Thanks.

Cheat meals are an essential part of your lifestyle, whether it’s fitness oriented or not.. When you string together enough days of hard dieting, one cheat meal should be your just reward.. At least that’s how I look at it.. Hey, all this muscle, and it can’t even withstand one 10k calorie meal? Give me a break!

My cheat meal today:

10oz sweet potato

12 oz top sirloin steak, medium rare

a mountain of onion rings (yes, when I said a mountain, I meant A MOUNTAIN )

6 buffalo wings

4 southwest egg rolls (prime rib, cheese, other seasonings, deep-fried )

Truffle banana sundae with strawberry syrup and chocolate syrup and brownies on the bottom. (this thing was supposed a dessert made for 2 people to share )

One of the other waitors from another table came over and said, "holy shiet man, is all that food for you?".. lol… This was before I ordered the dessert.. After I ordered the dessert, he just looked at me funny :p

Gotta love it huh?

Just to clear some confusion, and to answer a lot of questions, yes I am the guy in all the Controlled Labs magazines on news stands right now.. I’ve been in the ads for the past year or so, in fact. Ever since signing on with Controlled Labs in at the beginning of 2006, I was blessed with the opportunity the company gave me.

In April of this year, my contract ran out and I chose to part ways with Controlled Labs to pursue other opportunities. My time was in short supply and I thought it best to focus on some of the other pressing issues life has to offer. I left Controlled Labs with sadness and on good terms. It was the company that opened countless doors for me and I’ll always remember that. It was a truly a blessing.

My face will appear for another month or so now that my contract has ended.. After that, i’ll be replaced by others much more capable than I. Again I thank everyone for the support.

In the pouring rain,

Under the blazing sun,

Against the whirling wind,

So be it…

I fight on..

People ask me, " why do it for her? Do it for yourself! "…

 Very well.. point taken.. Here’s mine…

 A man who can’t take care of his loved ones, isn’t much of a man at all.

 You don’t get to choose your parents, and you don’t get to choose your children.. The only one you get to choose, is the love of your life. If you can’t take care of her, who can you take care of?

Selfless or selfish… Given a choice, which would you rather be?

Ever since I changed my signature to "I do it all for my future baby’s momma", I’ve been getting PMs and whatnot asking me who she is.. I don’t have a baby and I don’t have a "baby’s momma". :p

I don’t know who she’ll be, don’t know what she’s doing, and dont’ know where she is. The only thing I know is that she’s out there, and I may or may not have already met that person. The rest is of little relevance. I’m still digging a foundation for my mountain, a mountain so tall no one else can reach and so strong no storm can bring down. This is what I focus on, and I call it the "two year" plan. Without a future there can’t be much else.

The path I take is the waterway filled with unforeseen storms, and I’ve only got a small leaky boat to navigate through it. Rest assured though, that navigate through it I will, because I already know the other side is finally something I can call "home": safe, warm, sound…

When I’m done, I want "window shopping" out of her vocabulary. Even if an airplane hanger peaks her interest, you best believe by the time we leave, there’d be a G4 with her name on it.