MomsTherapy’s BodyBlog

Stardate 5367:  I’ve been on this mission for years, searching for the lost definition of muscle that dodges behind strange jiggling masses of tissues.  I feel I am closer now than ever to finding my golden goblet.

LOL… just joshin’ ya.  So, Today I took a few relaxed pics and put them next to my old fat a** pics from about 3 and 1/2 years ago.  Mind you it was 6 months after I had delivered my 3rd baby.  But that’s no excuse.  I was fat and had done it to myself by not eating right.  But now, I look at these pictures and I’m really happy!  No… I’m not competetion worthy, but I really want to see what my body can do.  It has REALLY changed!  I think after these next 9.5 weeks - really sticking to the clean eating and religiously doing my workouts and hitting the weights… and not just lifting effortlessly over and over… really pushing my muscles until I feel the lactic acid BURN BABY!  I think I might just LIKE my body…. imagine that!

 So cheers to all the people on here that are struggling to "get er done".  Keep it up.  No… I’m not totally hottie status.  But I’m on my way   So join me and let’s get through those layers of jiggly whatever and find US inside!

 Sweeeet…..   :o  Leah

I’m starting off week 3 of pushing it really hard.  I’m eating very clean.  Doing weight training 3 days a week and cardio 3 days a week.  Some days that I do weights I also do cardio.  I will admit, my pants are fitting a little better already.  BUT, my scale isn’t budging!  I know most women’s off season weight for my height is about 15-20lbs less than me right now (143.5) and on season even lower.  I cannot see any of my definition coming through because of the freakin’ fat layer still there.  I’m trying not to focus on the scale numbers and on JUST building muscle and hoping eating clean and the new muscle will eventually (I hate that word) shed off this last bit.  Maybe I’m hitting that week 3 blahs?  I keep threatening to throw out my scales so I CAN’T weigh and mess with my head. I think at the end of next week I will post pictures to see if I have any progress. :/   I’ve been working on this since 2004 and I’m so close to my goal.  I gave myself a countdown to force me to keep going and not give up. I skipped my weights yesterday and did a half a** cardio session.  I thought a blog and checking out some motivational pictures would get my booty movin’!  I have 9 more weeks!