Model of Fit’s BodyBlog

I’m five weeks into my training and eating clean.  I am so glad to have found “BodySpace” because it just seems that there are people (friends, co-workers, etc.) out there that do not get what I am going to accomplish.  They tell me you look good already, or don’t loose anymore weight.  Then I have to justify myself and tell them I’m not trying to loose weight, I’m trying to loose the fat on my ass and sometimes you have to lean out in the process.  I just wish they could be more positive and supportive instead of negative because they don’t understand, nor do they want to understand.  Some have audacity to tell me they want to do what I’m doing and then they don’t want to change their diet…  Oh… okay yeah, you can eat your mayonnaise and butter and get the look you want.  Unbelievable! 

I know you will look at my before picture and think I look like I’m in good shape right?  Wrong.  I think of myself as skinny-fat.  I am small but my glutes are on the soft side and a huge work in progress.  I have given myself until August 2nd. to transform from soft and mussy to sculpted and defined.  I am planning on posting some amazing shots so stayed tuned and thanks for all the inspiration.  It’s not easy.  I have found that writing down everything is helpful.  I am reading like crazy it keeps me motivated.  I have good and bad days some were I feel great and other days I feel depressed and sad.  My determination keeps me strong.  I want this so bad for myself.  I can do it!  I know I can and I will.  Who knows where this will take me?

xo