Miss Sunshine’s BodyBlog

Is it just me or does your comments page take forever to load?  It wont neg anyone if I delete them will it?

I just posted new pictures, and I thought I would see way more definition that I have…Maybe not in the abs so much, but I thought I was really putting some muscle on my legs….I guess it is true what they say…you can’t gain and get lean at the same time….I will be filing that under "lesson learned"..the hard way–I am going to pout, pick myself up, dust myself off and get myself a new game plan!  Should I enlist some help?  I just dont trust ANYONE…..especially at my GYM!! UGH!

DID YOU SEE THE FOOTBALL GAME LAST NIGHT!?  I will blog later, but right now I am still traumatized!!!!

Okay–I am not talking basketball here (as much as I love it) As of October 1st, I have made the commitment to change up my routine AND I am getting my bodyfat tested at the end of the month…The real way–like underwater! GAH! Okay, first of all this means I have to be in a bathing suit in front of a stanger in "real life" which is anxiety provoking for me, and second of all, I am going to find out what my bodyfat is…that part is exciting!  I am hoping that I will AT LEAST be in the teens…I mean, that’s not too much to ask for is it? I have been super consistent with my diet and with getting to the gym, so I PRAY that it is in the teens…..  I am going to try to be even better in the weeks leading up to the "dunk" ! There is always room for improvement…right?

Feel free to estimate…..Hey, I should start a pool! hahahaha

Wow…

Thanks to everyone who took the time to read/comment on my little post….I appreciate the kind words and encouragement so very much!  It really helps a lot to have like minded people in your corner, backing you up!  I am certainly not used to that!  I will say that my husband is very supportive though….he actually said that he was impressed with my efforts!  HE NEVER SAYS THAT ABOUT ANYTHING!! Its not even that he has some amazingly high standard– it’s just that he is so easy going and I guess he just loves me no matter what shape I am in? I almost cried when he said that (and I am not a crybaby dammit!) Love it!

I have endured so many negative comments though…I am sure you all have.  I mean, CT covers a lot of the crap people spew in her blog….  My sister-in-law actually said that I looked like a skeleton!  A SKELETON!  Omg– that was so hurtful!  But I took it in and I considered the overweight source that it came from….and I just kept going!  I mean… I could have fired back so hard, but I didnt– that is not who I am….

Recently I went to go play tennis and I was wearing a new outfit..when I left the house I was so stoked!  I was like..damn I look so cute today!!  HAHAH! Girls– you know what I am talking about! Anyway– I was out there on the court warming up (jacket on) and when it was time to get started I went to the bench and took off my jacket…this obnoxious woman on the other court looked at me and very loudly and dryly said…."Eat a sandwich!"  GASP!!  I was in such a state of shock…that I just laughed and said…"dont worry…I never miss a meal!" I was stunned!  My friends..my good friends….tell me that I look fit and she was just overcome by the green eyed monster…..and now when we are through playing tennis and everyone is talking about going to get some lunch…they joke with me.  My friend Karen will say…You go eat vone sanvitch now! ahhahahah

Anyway…sheesh…I need to go easy on the coffee….I could be Carrie Bradshaw and go on for days with this blog! hahahaha

I really dont expect anyone to read this and or comment, I guess it is my own way of holding myself accountable in the gym and with the food.  I started seriously training and dieting in April of this year.  I have always had a decent diet, but it hasn’t always been super clean.  Well, I decided enough is enough, and being thin just wasnt enough for me.  I want to be a supa-stah!! I want to be super fit so that I can  prove to myself that I can do it! I see changes in my body every single day.  When I am in the gym getting that pump in my muscles and I happen to catch a glimpse of myself in the mirror…I just smile.  I know I look like I am insane, but there I am smiling away…at myself! hahah  The truth is..I can’t believe that girl in the mirror is me!! It really is amazing what a little consistancy in the gym and with the diet will do!  I feel better now in my 30s than I ever did as a teenager.  Anyway– there will be more to come from me, and I am trying to get the nerve up to post some pictures! 

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