Well…would you look at that!
I haven’t been on here in months…so sorry. I have actually made very little progress and posting…well…no changes here was getting kinda boring!!! Yes, I still workout 6 days a week 3/3, yes I’m much better at my eating…my tummy gets angry if I go more than three hourse without food! Still having problems getting my waters in…and still weigh and look the same. That part’s kinda very frustrating. I broke 230 and haven’t budged an inch or lb despite changing workouts and increasing cardio. <sigh> I hear it’ll all come together one day. On the good side…it’s not a bad thing.
I know, I know…if it’s worth having its worth working for, which is what I tell myself everytime I want to just stop going to the gym. It’s disconcerting, I mean, my friend went on this hormone thing and dropped from a 16 down to a size 10 in like two months. Makes me jealous. Don’t get me wrong, I don’t think it’s a healthy way to lose weight and I’d rather go slow and permanent than quick and maybe mess with the body chemestry…but still…I’ve been doing it slow for 15 months now and it feels like nothing has changed. I don’t even want to be that skinny, I just want to be a 12/14 (8/10 US) and average…I’d like to be firm enough to wear a two piece without blinding anyone!!! lol
Eric and I are still together, although sometimes I just want to throw him into a snowbank. Some things have to change there and quickly…lifes to short.
My puppy is still my world and I’ve taken on a part time job in the mornings to help a friend out…the real estate market is slow, so that’s ok. and my new goals from my dietician are to try a new exercise once a week and a new recipe once a week! really have to get on those! 
Ok…I’ll try to be better at my blogging and try to come up with a new goal. Perhaps next January do the bikini vacation thing. LOL it certianly isn’t going to be this year!!! and I’ll search this site and try to find a completely new workout routine (we’ve been doing the same thing since the beginning…maybe that’s why I can’t get off this plateau. hmmmmm)
ciao for now boys and girls!
