59 days down/144 days to go…Dieticians Rock!
Have I mentioned lately that I love my dietician? Yeah, I do…she’s such a great source of information and always has the answers to my questions, complete with logic and the whys and hows the body processes things and what the results would eventually be. I had questions about supplements, hydroxycut, shakes, etc and she answered them all. I feel cluttered when I read articles about food and supplements and talk to other ppl. It feels like your brain is full and can’t process all the information, much less figure out what is real and what is not. Slow and steady is definately for me, I want lifelong eating and exercise habits that won’t leave me until the day I die. I think hiring a dietician, especially this one who’s willing to work with me to build those lifelong habits, was the best money I could have spent on myself.
Workout was excellent! I hit highs and finally felt my calves. Had to go to the scarey boys side to do it though! lol I also upped my hams and outer thighs. Running all by my lonesome tomorrow. Food not so good, I waited for my mom to get up before making supper…she hasn’t risin yet…sigh, so around 11:00pm it was toast, nuttybutter, an orange and milk for me. yum…not as yummy as a tenderloin and corn and mushrooms, but tomorrow is good for that too! 
Took my precious Sparky to the vet, he has to loose a pound! lol, he’s now 7lbs, so a pound is quite a bit on his little body…but otherwise perfectly healthy and happy! Another issue I might have with Eric, I don’t think he likes my dog…he has some perceived rivalry going on in his head, it’s very wierd. He’s like, ‘your dog doesn’t sit by me’, and I’m like ‘because you kicked him down.’ he tried to sit by him, but Eric knocked him off the couched then proceeded to say Sparks was avoiding him …like huh? Good thing he’s a cute. Maybe I need to explain pack animals to him and how the hiarchy works. Because if it comes to him, or any man for that matter, and the dog…the dog stays…I love Sparky, I got him last year when he was 4, he was a very troubled littled dog, he was actually afraid of playing! He plays now, for about the last 4 months…Anyway, I promised to take care of him and provide a safe environment until he dies and in return he gives me unconditional love and affection without any attitude. So yeah, I’m a pet owner, I have my priorities. I get that non-pet owners have zero concept of this and that’s ok, just keep your opinions to yourself.
Emotionally: Otherwise, finally quiet. No calls, no pesting, from anyone! I know I’ll have to deal soon, but I just want a breath, for now. And great news, the ex I’ve been trying to break up with since Oct. 07 has a new girlfriend, according to his facebook! Woohoo…only took me 10 months to get him to accept that if you cheat you have to leave! geez…another one that if he had only been open and honest, we would have been ok, maybe together, maybe not, but ok regardless. So yeah, a pretty good day. and now to sleep.
