MegSchopp’s BodyBlog

So I am kinda procrastinating uploading my pics- THEY are so embarrassing!

I am sure everyone is embarrassed  posting pics not of their best self. THat takes some serious balls. I am struggling but holding myself totally accountable and working on it.
I can’t believe how I put on 10 lbs! I am so embarrassed and disappointed in myself b/c I train like crzy and still don’t have the body to show for it. I am 152 lbs now and my ideal self is around 130. I like to be strong and keep my muscle. Lean out plan is on!
I was doing so good on my clean eating then my husband came home after a year deployment to Iraq and boom! I gave in too much when he wanted to engorge himself in terrible food!The whole well " I haven’t had this in a year …….." has been really hard to handle. Thankfully I am determined and have put my goals down on paper and am really focusing on them in the morning , at night and throughout the day when I want to give in to the gluttony! It really has helped me push through the temptations.
We have been working out together too and I usually end up doing more of mass/strength building with him and I think I will start a lean out now with better results b/c I have put strength on which is always awesome.

**HYDROXY CUT update**

SO far -haven’t lost a pound but today I took 3 and got a jump start of energy from it. I tire easy after though. Not really sure if its the hydroxy or not. I jut started 3 days ago and so far so good. I am eating slightly smaller portions too. I am not jittery or sick feeling. I am still super excited and motivated to track my progress.

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