Born of Divine Blood

I’m fed up with these people. I fail to understand why they don’t just throw me out and give me my money back. I workout the way i workout and that will never change. I feel so much anger toward almost all of the staff now….i know i’m giving them the death look. Especially those ones i think are doing the complaining. No matter what anyone thinks i train for and only me….i couldn’t give a rat’s ass if everyone in the gym is watching me or no one at all. I’m still gonna make noise when the frackin gym is completely empty, it’s what i do and love, I respect the equipment, have NEVER left a dumbbell out, and yet i get in ‘trouble’ for things like deadlifting without your shos on, which i NEED to do.

All this bull**** with the managment causes me extra stress whether i’ll admit it or not, and i’m tired as **** of it interfering with my working out. I’m pretty ****in convinced now that me getting injured is almost always a direct result of these people ****in with me while lifting. Last week it was the deadlifting without shoes thing….so i had to do 495 with shoes…i was pissed….after that and the pullups after that my lat felt a lil funny…..didn’t think anything of it, trained on. Now this week i get my flat shoes act all nice…even though i want to kill them all inside….and then i’m doing 495 and something SIGNIFICANTLY shifts in my shoulder and i couldn’t really do anything for back after that. Now sitting here writing this is seems to be popping its way back to where it wants to be, but i’ve never had such a strange injury so i don’t know how long it will take to get completely right….i hope not long at all, and of course i pray to Odin that nothing tore being that i have no insurance and such. Good news is i think i can still do chest tomorrow as i did some pushups to test it and no pain on those, then 2 days off…..hopefully it’ll be ok by monday or tuesday….but yea…i just want to be done with the ***GOT ASS MIZZOU REC CENTER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!